My true friend..

Dedicated to all my true friends!!! Cheers!!

Lonliness...
Boredome....
Even in the company of many,
These feelings occupy me often..
There are many people around me
I talk to them as well..
But still...
My heart misses someone,
Am not happy..
My mind wanders here and there..
Thinking about going away from the crowd..
Although there is a smile on my face..
But no real happiness inside..
I make jovial comments,
But no pleasure out of it I get..
The people around me are not bad..
But they are not that good also..
Noone close to my heart..
Noone so trustworthy and understanding..
I can share things with them ..
but none of the things which I want to ..

Happy..
Joyous..
Not many people around..
Still no need of anyone else..
No silly jokes getting cracked
but still happiness all around
sense of belongingness..
excitement of sharing ..
feeling to tell everything
pour my heart to you..
Want to hold time back ..
Tell things which I dont tell to anyone else..
That is true friendship..
Trust, feeling of being heard..
Being cared.. being understood..
That is what I feel when I am with you..
You mean the world to me..
You are the speacial one..
My true friend!!